October 2010
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Nick.
He’s the only person who wants to care for me, unconditionally, knowing he’ll receive nothing in return. The only thing he wants in life is to be able to be by my side and make me smile.
He always has such faith in me.
You’ll be alright, I’ll see to it. I know you have a heart still, it just needs time. I’m exactly where I want to be, I know what I’m getting...
revolutionary of love
A lot of people follow rules when it comes to love. A lot of men take advantage of women, whore their way through life and think nothing of it because society has deemed that irresponsible behavior as acceptable. Women sleep with the husbands of others to boost their self esteem, and let other men manipulate and torture them just because society says it’s better to be with someone - anyone -...
scratch that last
tumblr is better, still.
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hm, bs?
oh hey, hiro!
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how can you ask me to have faith?
Last night was horrible.
I don’t think I’ve ever felt so blatantly degraded, but at the same time can I really expect more from someone of his gender?
Confessing your crush on me didn’t bother me, but there’s no way it wouldn’t change things. What did change everything for the worse was you deciding this confession was enough to grant you the privilege of touching...
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it's funny
To see bitches all of a sudden “decide to move on with their lives” after they’ve tried talking shit, got their ass handed to them, and realized they can’t say shit back.
;x
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explain this to me...
How can someone be so hypocritical and fake to the point that they themselves become delusional as to the reality of the situation? Or is that in a weak attempt to save face when you’ve been called out on your bull shit? Well I’m here to lay down the truth.
Sylvia deserved to get dumped by us. She was a fake ass whore of a dog and I simply did not want her in my life anymore. Whenever...
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suicide
The word to me sounds light and airy, and slightly pleasant.
Crying subtly in Starbucks while listening to the song I last posted had me contemplating my life and how I’m stuck at mediums. Minor, temporary pleasures keep my days going. What happens when they’re gone?
Am I going to rely on throwing money away to keep myself alive? Am I going to hide all the pain in my face with this...
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[ linkin park ] breaking the habit
Memories consume, like opening the wound. I’m picking me apart again. You all assume I’m safe here in my room unless I try to start again. [Bridge:] I don’t want to be the one the battles always choose ‘Cause inside I realize that I’m the one confused
[Chorus:] I don’t know what’s worth fighting for or why I have to scream. I don’t know why I...
when it comes to you
When your drunk friend kissed you on the cheek in simply a friendly banter you panicked and wondered how your girlfriend would see it and if she’d kill you for it.
Why didn’t that thought cross your mind when you kissed my forehead that night?
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make love and war
That is the name of the band owned by the guy in my previous entry. The one that I said I would have fun with. This band apparently has their song ‘Alone’ coming out to Rockband (the game) and has songs featured semi frequently on 98Rock, a radio station down here in Baltimore.
At first we hit it off pretty well. While hanging out I overheard a conversation he was having with one of...
boys, boys, boys
Tired of them.
Two guys I know are absolutely too damn clingy. One is definitely worse than the other though. I hate how his life revolves around me, he really needs to find something to do with his life other than memorizing my class schedule and messaging me the second I get online every damn time. The other one just always begs me to talk to him, again he needs a life.
That’s the thing...
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wonderment, wonder what it meant
Right now I’m a little disappointed in myself.
This break up has been a toll on my body and mind to this day, and while it was only a month ago I feel as though these feelings shouldn’t at all be worth it. He’s not worth my tears, my heartache. The problem is at one point I was sure he was worth it.
I don’t understand people. There’s no justification for what...
September 2010
12 posts
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interestingly enough,
I’ve come across a lot of ‘social observations’ that I didn’t particularly care to come about, but also didn’t particularly have a choice.
Apparently I’m ‘unstable’ because I deleted guy #4 from this entry off of Facebook. Because me not wanting to associate with him anymore makes me insane, correct?
I’ve also had a couple of idiots...
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smothered
I feel just a tad bit smothered from all the male drama.
First it’s my friend X. I understand he’s bored at home, and is frustrated because he’s not working and school hasn’t started yet for him. But at the same time this is the friend from the previous entry so we both know he has a girlfriend. And he’s becoming even more aggressive with his flirting, and at this...
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finnishline:
potterarchy:
Deathly Hallows Trailer September 22, 2010
“EPIC”
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If your girlfriend cries because you hurt her,...
c3ssxo:
RB again.
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never trust what they say
The funniest part about the way my previous relationship ended (infidelity) was the fact that from the beginning he made it clear that he “hated cheaters because of how his father was cruel to his mother with his infidelity.” In the end he ended up being exactly like his father.
Lesson? The words of people mean absolutely nothing.
Recently one of my friends decided since we...
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aishiteru, no more.
What happened with you is all history. Your decisions and actions were beyond hurtful, especially knowing you’re taking after your father. But your mother is right, at the very least I didn’t have to find out 23 years into a marriage that you were a spineless scumbag who couldn’t keep his dick in his pants.
You called me perfect, beautiful, wonderful. You told me you loved me....